Letting Go
Have you ever had an experience where you had a chance to take a leap of faith and trust in yourself that you were fully capable of achieving a goal?
That sounds really flighty and dreamy right. Believing in yourself, having faith that you are capable, knowing that you can actually do something you dream of.
In all honesty, a year ago if I had been asked to participate in a trapeze class, I would have used my back and hip issues as an excuse. I would have politely said, âI will cheer everyone on, my back and hip wonât allow me to participate.â
Something inside of me almost immediately said, âyet, letâs do thatâ.
“yes let’s do that.”
In the weeks leading up the the class I had moments of doubt, I had moments of fear, and I certainly thought up a few excuses in my head. But the day came and I put my self in the situation and said, regardless of what happens when I climb up there, I am going to leave today knowing I tried my hardest to do this.
Photos taken by Jessica Rowland Photography
Finding Meaning
That day, it really wasnât about the trapeze-although one of the most exhilarating experiences of my life-it was about life in general. If we are constantly making excuses so we donât ever have to take a leap of faith, we arenât allowing ourselves to be brave. We arenât allowing ourselves to grow and to become better humans. We arenât showing our children that by taking risks we learn the biggest lessons. We arenât finding new ways to believe in ourselves and our abilities.
There is a pretty popular quote that says: âBut what if I fallâŠbut darling what if you fly?â I have always loved this quote, but taking that leap and actually flying this quote became so much more meaningful.
âBut what if I fallâŠbut darling what if you fly?â
Let that simmer, take some time to think about that. âIf itâs both terrifying and amazingâŠthen you should definitely pursue itâ