On my mind

While I don’t want to take away from the beauty of our little boy who is currently growing inside of me, I can’t help but be a little sad the past few weeks for the loss of our 2nd pregnancy. I know that everything happens for a reason and I know that reason was so that we could meet our son and that I could go back to school but still as her due date approaches I can’t help but think about what it would have been like to have a newborn right now. br /Our second pregnancy was lost just at the end of the 1st trimester and after some chromosomal testing the Dr’s determined she had a condition called Turner’s Syndrome. This is a very common reason for miscarriage but some girls are actually born with the syndrome. I am grateful that the choice was made for us to take her to heaven as I think her life would have been very tough. Turner’s Syndrome is the absence of one of the X chromosones in a girl. I am not a highly religious person but I hope that she is in heaven and is perfect there. br /I will always think of our loss, I don’t know how you forget something like that, but I know it has made me a stronger person and hopefully a better mom. I appreciate every kick from the inside (or outside by our toddler now)